Being me

You know the one thing that really ticks me off is my moms boyfriend. He think that I am being loud but I'm not I will be stitting in my room watching tv at 12 or 1 in the morning and he will comw in my room and say "turn that shit down its too loud". But really my tv sound will be at 9 like dude come on its not loud. I just think get gets waked up cause has to use the bathroom. But right now I dont even care anymore I am so close of moving in with my grandma its not funny anymore I think thats what I am going to do soon it might help alot. With the stress and all the other crap in my life getting away from them will be good. I will talk with my mom soon and I have to come out to her soon anyways so why not.

Hi, I am.Madison I am 13 and the only child in my family. But there is one thing my family does not know about me. That is I am a Lesbian   I'm happy being one too. But I am dating a guy so they don't find out that I am one. But he does not know I am a Lesbian too. And it's getting harder to come out. I am also poly and its weird for me too. But when I think out loud about this it is wrong. I know God loves me and we are all perfect for him but it's hard to think thats true. Because I get comments on my Instagram or DMs saying it is just a "phase" I dont know what to do anymore. I need help...